i know it is after a long time

Hi!

sorry for not writing for such a long time. There wasn't much to say about except rains and some ramblings. So i did not write. May be hereafter i'll see to it i'll write again. maybe.

bye

Excitement! At this time! WHat's wrong with me !#@*$?

Well it's nearly 20 days since i last wrote. A lot did occur in these
days! got some decisions made, by myself. Shouldered some
responsibilities. And well may be did something that was out of my
character also(Preparing for the wekkly test well ahead of time).

The rain had indeed caused some heavy damage. The road i usually take was
damaged heavily, and i was forced to take alternate routes. But now after
everything returned to normal, i'm just confused as to which route to take
to work.

Well sort of my style dosen't it. Ok.

Got some songs of Queen and Chemical Brothers downloaded. Queen's 'we are
the champions' and 'princes of the universe' are cool. also chemical
brothers song 'galvanize' and 'belive' were addictive, the one why perform
with Korn (Shoots and Ladders) was quite a music that i loved.

Spoke to priya mam after a long time last sunday. Sarat came to see me on
that day evening. I was the only one at my workplace. It was quite fun to
handle the center all by myself, though there were some tense and dilemic
situations.

I feel a bit pity for those who were disappointed by the HP craze. But i
couldn't do anything more than that or at max i can feel sorry for them.
nothing more.

I had to take some hard decisions. I decided to skip HCL Bpo interview.
i'm not gonna regret it. Also to start preparations of CAT only by today.
That is no problem. No preparations no disappointments. Still i'm pretty
much excited about this exam which i'm gonna write tomorrow. I don't know
why? It's as though, it feels like i'm gonna breeze thru this exam. I've
never felt like this anytime before than today. It's kinda fuzzy.

It's not like usual speedy workout which starts a week before any big xam.
Kinda enjoying this pressure(may be). But i don't know to express it in
words.

Yesterday night i got the books from jsri. So i started off today morning.
Went to center for a to fill in the role of external. i'm confident about
english and little math, i hope that i win tomorrow.

Yesterday after everything i did decided something. I'm gonna buy a
assembled BULLET within 2 months from now. Also i'm gonna leave this job as
soon as i can.

This job isn't fun anymore. There is no adventures and excitements that is
usually attached with this job, in this center. It's kinda making me lazy.

And hey some thing else did happen. Lynda wrote back after a long time.
It was quite a relief. I'm so relieved to have recieved her reply. So this
friendship still continues and will continue till death do us apart.

I think i've rambled a lot, better i go and start continuing my preparation
now. So bye,

off i go now.

Hey all, I've got a job

it's been a fortnight since i last worte. Well i got myself a job and that
is what the reason for my absence. It's a nice one u know. The one i had
waited for. It just happened at the verge when i was about to change my
mind to take up a software job, which i hate the most. I hate programming
jobs, and programming for money.

I placed myself as the Center Network Administrator in NIIT where i'm
studying. The pay is somewhere around 3.5K but that is enough for me.
What matters for me is experience. The job is fun. Though the initial
beginning was something back breaking, now it is fun full of fun. Last
sunday when they declared leave i just couldn't take it. it was completely
boring that day. I just couldn't take it for being away from so many
computers.

I have posted some pictures in the album titles september 22nd, which shows
some of parts of my workplace.

Also there are some pictures of Chennai at night in album chennai at night.
and some more workplace photos.

Well off i go now have a nice day.

Hey all,

it's been a fortnight since i last worte. Well i got myself a job and that
is what the reason for my absence. It's a nice one u know. The one i had
waited for. It just happened at the verge when i was about to change my
mind to take up a software job, which i hate the most. I hate programming
jobs, and programming for money.

I placed myself as the Center Network Administrator in NIIT where i'm
studying. The pay is somewhere around 3.5K but that is enough for me.
What matters for me is experience. The job is fun. Though the initial
beginning was something back breaking, now it is fun full of fun. Last
sunday when they declared leave i just couldn't take it. it was completely
boring that day. I just couldn't take it for being away from so many
computers.

I have posted some pictures in the album titles september 22nd, which shows
some of parts of my workplace.

Also there are some pictures of Chennai at night in album chennai at night.
and some more workplace photos.

Well off i go now have a nice day.

"DIE"

When you live by the sword, you die by the sword
I'll probablly die in the vocal booth spittin' out raw
Die on stage, rippin' down tours
Die from age, trickin' out-a-town whores
And die on a death mission, two tec's spittin'
No vest section from my chest missin'
Die cuz the jewels in my necklace glisten
Or die in the streets over somethin' petty
Cuz a broke ass nigga tryed ta say I asked Betty
Die from a shot from a said war golck
From a kid on the block while sittin' in the drop
Or die cuz I was on, ain't see 'em comin'
Too late, eight shots got my body nummin'
Die for fuckin' his bitch in his bed
Die cuz a nigga thought I snitched ta the feds
Die wit a knife six inches in my head
I could die on death row, sentenced to the chair
Or die cuz a nigga pulled his Rosco out quicker
I was high off vodka, hydro, or malt liquor
Die cuz I knew I shoulda laid that man
Die cuz the cops tricked me ta say that man
Die cuz I hesitated ta spray that man
Die cuz I hesitated ta pay that man
Die cuz my man passed me a empty tool
Die cuz I panicked, I couldn't keep my cool
Die cuz I mixed all them pills wit Hennessy
Or die cuz them niggas was jel, they envyed me
Die tryin' ta seal the fate of my enemy
I could go out from a case of mistaken identity
Or die cuz the door wasn't open, it was locked
Die cuz the 4 was broken, it wouldn't pop
Die cuz a nigga wasn't focused on the block
Die cuz them niggas thought tha coke was in the spot
Die cuz another nigga said I said somethin'
Die cuz that newsy bitch said I did somethin'
Die cuz a nigga was tryin' ta get a name

We chapters of the same book, just a different page
Niggas of the struggle all out ta get paid
Doin' what we gotta do to avoid the raid
Avoid the cage, but you can't avoid the grave
We chapters of the same book, just a different page

karma

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore,
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door?
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone and that I had to leave.

(Now you)
{Talkin' 'bout a family.}
(Now you)
{Sayin' I complete your dream.}
(Now you)
{Sayin' I'm your everything.}
{You're confusing me, what you say to me.}

Don't play with me, don't play with me.

'Cause

(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
Now who's cryin,' desirin' to come back to me?
(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
Now who's cryin,' desirin' to come back?

I remember when
I was sittin' home alone,
Waitin' for you
'Til three o'clock in the morn.

And when you came home you'd always had some sorry excuse,
And explainin' to me, like I'm was some kind of a fool.
I sacrificed the things I wanted to do things for you.
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through.

(Now you)
{Wanna be a part of me.}
(Now you)
{Have so much to say to me.}
(Now you)
{Wanna make time for me.}
{What you do to me, you're confusin' me.}

Don't play with me, don't play with me.

'Cause

(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
Now who's cryin,' desirin' to come back to me?
(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
Now who's cryin,' desirin' to come back?

I remember when I was sittin' home alone,
Waitin' for you
'Til three o'clock in the morn,
Night after night, knowin' somethin' goin' on.
Wasn't home before I be goin', goin' gone.

Lord knows it wasn't easy, believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what you supposed to do.
No need to hose me, fool, 'cause I'm over you.

'Cause

(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
Now who's cryin,' desirin' to come back to me?
(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
Gotta stop tryin' to come back to me.

(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
It's called karma, baby,
And it goes around.

(What goes around comes around;
What goes up must come down.)
Now who's cryin,' desirin' to come back to me?

' Teardrops ' -->>>that i would be the lucky one to see you hurt to see you cry

To many times you crossed the line
but you come crawling back to me
saying we can be friends it's not the end
trying to fix it with sorry
you cheated you lied you made me cry
left me alone with no affection
now look you're broke i hope your choking
on your tears and all your tension
He'll take your heart
(he'll take your heart, he'll take you heart)
destroy each and every part
(each and every part)
even calling in the dark
because he's dangerous
that man is dangerous
Teardrops come again
i can almost feel your pain
i never ever thought the day would come
that i would be the lucky one
to see you hurt to see you cry
gives my soul a natural high
think of all the times you walked on me
the teardrops came to set me free
You seem to bring the pain
no more to game them out the situation
you were the rock to hold me down
you were the cause of my frustration
now i see you cry you wipes your eyes
you've promised me you've changed
but in the end your still the same
how can a player change his game
He'll take your heart
(he'll take your heart, he'll take you heart)
destroy each and every part
(each and every part)
even calling in the dark
because he's dangerous
that man is dangerous
Teardrops come again
i can almost feel your pain
i never ever thought the day would come
that i would be the lucky one
to see you hurt to see you cry
gives my soul a natural high
think of all the times you walked on me
the teardrops came to set me free
He's in your mind
he's a shadow in the night
in his eyes there is no lie
because he's dangerous
that man is dangerous
Teardrops come again
i can almost feel your pain
i never ever thought the day would come
that i would be the lucky one
to see you hurt to see you cry
gives my soul a natural high
think of all the times you walked on me
the teardrops came to set me free
Teardrops come again
i can almost feel your pain
i never ever thought the day would come
that i would be the lucky one
to see you hurt to see you cry
gives my soul a natural high
think of all the times you walked on me
the teardrops came to set me free

Return

You turn and look my way,
I get shivers down my spine.
You look into my eyes,
And tell me that you're fine.

The last time that i saw you,
Was when you left that day.
You said you had to go,
And there was nothing I could say.

Since them I have moved on,
With all the pain and tears.
Counting down the days,
That soon turned into years.

Now I want to know,
Why you have returned.
It will only bring more pain.
I'm a prize you haven't earned.

But if you want me back,
You must show me that you care.
That means you mustn't leave,
I must always know you're there.

I hope this time's for real.
I'd hate to loose you twice.
But this time I am watching you.
You're walking on thin ice.

Perfect

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Inside your heaven

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess it's right
It's so amazing
Everytime I see you, I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows you away
I wanna be the one to hold you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains form I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

Destiny

What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I'd never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me

But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew

Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be my destiny

I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end of time
But forever was just a word
Something I'd only heard about

But now you're always there for me
When you say forever I believe

Maybe all we need is just a little faith
'Cause baby I believe that love will find the way

I swear

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's waiting on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
'cause as the time turns the page
My love won't ever age at all

la la

You can dress me up in diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts

Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You can meet me on an aero-plane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up

Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do, You do

You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la

Can't u C??

Cant you see?

I am holding a candle in my hand

Spreading the light of love all around

Shining like a star on the sky

Waving all the problems bye

I know what to do and what to say

How to make my nation gay

Cant you see its time to smile?

Cant you forget your grieves for a while?

The game of life you can only win

When you make the needy grin

Lets join our hands to save humanity

To give the message of peace and sincerity

Open your eyes and see the world is in need

Make up your mind and you can help them indeed

All you have to do is to put your heart in confidence

And march towards the circumfrence

Jump in the pool of your heart

And find what it whispers in you to start

Open your heart and touch the sky

Lit up your mind and you can fly

What is Love

Love is giving someone...
a portion of your heart

Love is thinking of them...
When you are close or far apart.

Love is caring when they are glad...
and caring when they are blue.

Love is sharing good and bad...
as though it is part of you.

Love is finding Happiness...
in just a touch or a smile.

Love is everything that counts...
It's what makes LIFE worthwhile.

LOve DOes nOt NEed Any reASOn

Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How
can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend
can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.
The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.
Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became
comma. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your smile,
because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you
anymore.
Do love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you...
And love doesn't need a reason

" Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be
seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart

Broken Beyond Repair

Slowly I feel my heart shattering
As I drown myself in tears,
Crippled by all the pain I've endured
For these many past years.

Blow by blow I get weaker
As the pain begins to grow,
And my heart gets ripped assunder
Till I feel my blood stop its flow.

And as I lay here crying,
Drowning in despair,
I come to the realisation
That I'm broken beyond repair.

Halfway Home

Well I used to walk along the opposite side of the road
and made others get out of my way
I used to think that I could sit and wait for the times
but I know I should meet them halfway

I'm halfway home and I'm on my own
I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind
I plan to leave here after supper time
that's when traffic is light, all I need is a sign
and I'll be alright. I'll be fine

Well I used to think that i could just sleep and then I would dream
And everything it would just come to me
Until I woke one day without anything to eat
Lying on the opposite side of the street

I'm halfway home and I'm still out on my own
I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind
Because it ain't my time not to stay or say
Well I can't say, but you can bet that i will play my heart out
I'll won't lay.

I used to think that I could just sit and wait for the times
But I know I gotta meet them somewhere out there halfway

I'm halfway home I tried running with the flow
I'm halfway there. Ain't it funny how everybody seems to care
I planned to get there around supper time their serving up bread and wine
All I needed was a sign and I guess I'llbe allright.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be alright.
I'll be alright.

(It seems to be a running theme about being fine and allright but I don't
mind.)
Because I'll be fine and alright
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

Trust

There is no-one left in the world
that I can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
there is only you
And if you leave me now
you leave all that we were
undone
There is really no-one left
you are the only one

...And still the hardest part for you
to put your trust in me
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY...
WHY WON'T YOU JUST BELIEVE?

A wish upon a Star

I wish upon a star
that no matter how far apart we are
you'll find me and you'll see
How perfect are we
I wish that....
if for some reason my wishes dont come true
That another person out there is wishing for me�
� hopefully that person is you.

PEACE

Now, God be thanked Who has matched us with His hour,
And caught our youth, and wakened us from sleeping,
With hand made sure, clear eye, and sharpened power,
To turn, as swimmers into cleanness leaping,
Glad from a world grown old and cold and weary,
Leave the sick hearts that honour could not move,
And half-men, and their dirty songs and dreary,
And all the little emptiness of love!

Oh! we, who have known shame, we have found release there,
Where there's no ill, no grief, but sleep has mending,
Naught broken save this body, lost but breath;
Nothing to shake the laughing heart's long peace there
But only agony, and that has ending;
And the worst friend and enemy is but Death.

Friendship

Friendship is like the breeze,
You can't hold it,
Smell it,
Taste it,
Or know when it's coming,
But you can always feel it,
And you'll always know it's there,
It may come and then go,
But you can know it'll always be back.

No one can go back and make a brand new start.
But you can always start from now and make a brand new ending

A quiz! : may be

heres this quiz for your reading enjoyment.. Ha!

Name: Anbarasan
Birthday: Oct 30
Birthplace: Chennai, Tamil Nadu
Current Location: Chennai, tamil nadu, hoping leave this city of mine
soon....
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: Black
Height: 6"2
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty *grins*
Your Heritage: Holy Hell I couldnt tell ya..a lil of this a lil of tht
The Shoes You Wore Today: leather black
Your Weakness: I have lots.. chocolate, im weird ooook.. ICE CREAM
Your Fears: being in the light, Bright lights,Deep Water, Heights,
airplanes, Boats, Bugs, Rats, Bats, myself, and the list goes on.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a Job
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: O
Thoughts First Waking Up: I wish i could sleep in
Your Best Physical Feature: Beats me.. my eyes i was told..
Your Most Missed Memory: 2003-2004 Best Year Ever!!!
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino and coffee sometimes
Do you Smoke: not ciggys *grins*
Do you Swear: Too Much..not lately tho
Do you Sing: always
Do you Shower Daily: a shower or a bath..
Have you Been in Love: a long ass time ago..never again tho
Do you want to go to College: yes again.
Do you want to get Married: ha maybe..tho i get sick of people quick and im
a crazy mofo..no one can keep up.. ha!
Do you belive in yourself: maybe yes maybe no
Do you think you are Attractive: i'm a head turner but i ain't attractive
Are you a Health Freak:hell no
Do you get along with your Parents: least of the times
Do you like Thunderstorms: ha you're kidding.. hell yes...
Do you play an Instrument: Used to play the piano & Keyboard
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: NOOOOOOOO
In the past month have you Smoked: NOOOOOOOO
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NOOOOOO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Noo
In the past month have you eaten a box of Chocolates: shit i never get a box
of chocolates
In the past month have you been on Stage: nah..but i was in a wedding.. with
tons of peopel starin.. eww
In the past month have you been Dumped: nah..
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nah..thats lame
Ever been Drunk: lol nah
Ever been called a Tease: Every Day haha
Ever been Beaten up: a few times.. Meh
Ever Shoplifted: When I was in my class 9
How do you want to Die: Before I'm frail.. please and thanks
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Lol.. Since I'm a grown up already
Freak.. But Ive always wanted to start my own business..lol
What country would you most like to Visit: Spain ,Germany,Mexico.. Anywheres
Actually I havent been anywheres really..

~~~~~~~~~~~IN A BOY/GIRl.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Favourite Eye Color: blue,green,hazel and well brown if they be hot
Favourite Hair Color: black mostly, may be brown too
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: Over 5"6 please... perferably tall in the 6 foot range
Weight: whatever but not too heavy.
Best Clothing Style: doesnt matter as long as it looks good
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: a few burnt ones which i lent out. meh
Piercings: othing
Number of Tattoos: got a few in the making.. wanna make sure its unique
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 99% of em

(*~* B a s i c s *~* )

1) Single or taken: Single
2) Your Age: 22 *gasp*
3) Birthday:oct 30/83
4) Siblings: none
5) Hair color: gosh read above asshole
6) Eye color: ha above
7) Shoe size: i have to order
8) Name: Anbarasan

(*~* H a v e Y o u E v e r *~* )

2) Smoked: Yes
3) Broken a Bone: i never had that luck
4) Broken the law: Yes
5) Made yourself throw-up: a few times
6) Ever been in love: once.. and ewww
7) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: When I was like 12
8) Have you ever danced naked in the sun? : no, but ive danced half naked in
the rain.. haha

(*~* R e l a t i o n s h i p s *~*)

1) Who are your best friends? Satish, Yeshwanth, Indira, Archana
2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: had one, but i don't wanna remember
abt that
3) Did you send this to your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend: no fuckers.

The Choice

I was very happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and
so we decided to get married. My parents approved and helped us in every
way. My friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was the woman of my
dreams!

There was only one thing bothering me. That was my girlfriend's best friend.
She was a career woman, smart, but most of all, beautiful and sexy.
Sometimes flirted with me, which made me feel uncomfortable.

One day, she invited me to come over to discuss something about the wedding.

So I went. She was alone, and when I arrived, she whispered to me that soon
I would be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she
couldn't suppress. So before I got married and committed my life to her best
friend she wanted to make love to me just once.

What could I say? I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. So, she
said, "I'll go to the bedroom, and if you are up for it, just come and get
me."

In great anticipation I just watched her delicious body as she moved slowly
up the stairs. I stood there for a moment, and then turned around and went
to the front door. I opened it, and stepped out of the house.

To my surprise, my girlfriend was standing outside. And with tears in her
eyes, she hugged me and said, "I love you so much. You have passed my little
test. I couldn't ask for a better man to marry!"

The moral of the story?
.
.
.
.

>>>Always keep your condoms in the car <<<

I am

I'm Only Me, Thats All I Can Be. No More, No Less, Dont Second Guess. I Love
, I Laugh, I Live & I Cry Sometimes I Wish That I Could Die.
Somedays I'm Funny, But Others Im Not.
You May Not Like Me, But Thats Ok. This Is Me & Thats How I'LL Be

You say you are my friend your helping me is just a trend wait until you
know my worst then we'll see if your here in the end.

Angels or Devils

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in u
I can see the love in u
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
r we ever
r we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
r we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in u
and I can see the love in u
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
r we ever
r we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
r we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Cute Sexy Passionate or InLove

What is sexy? Sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the
hood of your car, tearing my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent to never
stop.

What is cute? Cute is young & inexperienced. Cute is holding hands in the
car & kissing at the red lights.

What is passion? Passion is knowing what you want & stopping at nothing
until you get it.

What is love? Love is the amazing balance of all of these things, in your
mind, heart, body & soul.

So I ask you..... Are you cute, sexy, passionate, or in love?

Happy ending

every fairy tales story, starts with ONCE UPON A TIME and end up with THEY
LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. . .

hmmm. . .so wHat would bE mAh HAppY endinG?!

iTs bEen a 2 YeaRs since the ONCE UPON TIME
started in my life. . (Aug 102003)

it was surprising how that love appears over the horizon. it is like every
princess found her prince. just like the song of alladin to jAsmine. .A
WHOLE NEW WORLD. .dashlinG plAcE i'vE evEr known. . .

buT thEre are somethingS that are not reaLLy meant to Be. .

somethinGs thAT it iS better to be remmembEred than to be kEpt. . .

thE pasT which is hunting US is the reason. .why we cAnnot even cuRe our oWn
fears IN LIFE. .

no words left for us but TELL ME WHERE IT HURTS MY BABY. .

and Just likE the sonG of HALE. .the DAY you SAid gOOdnight. .it made me
ReaLize that AvriL LAvigne is riGHt. .so muCH for my HAPPY ENDING. . . .

there are no rewiNd in this world. .So wE hAvE to plAY it riGHT. . .

my story is not like those fairy tales. . .it never end up with "they live
happily together". .but Then. .heAR me pleAse. .i end it up with I LOVE YOU,
GOODBYE. . aNd for me that is my HAppY enDinG.

You'r eeverything

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose... you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now.

Cause you're all I want,
You're all I need.
You're everything, everything..

You're my angel

I know, im not the one you are thinking of,
coz I am your past, and im gone.
So what now? 'Coz I know this will be very hard,
to go back in time... press rewind.

'Coz you don't know what I really feel,
you don't know what I really mean,
you don't know my... you don't know my name and the pain...

You're my angel, in my own heaven, Life is a miracle.
It's so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

I know, i'm not the one you're dreaming of,
and i'll be home soon for you.
So help me, to swallow this bitter pill,
so I can fade away.

'Coz you don't know what I really feel,
you don't know what I really mean,
you don't know my... you don't know my name and the pain...

You're my angel, in my own heaven, Life is a miracle.
It's so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

Life to me is very real, a miracle that I can feel.
Everytime I try to sleep, I dream of you and it feels so real.
Everytime I try to breathe, i suffocate and I start to bleed.
All of these because of you.

I know you don�t need me anymore
And I die for you

'Coz you don't know what I really feel,
you don't know what I really mean,
you don't know my... you don't know my name and the pain...

You're my angel, in my own heaven, Life is a miracle.
It's so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

can you hear me

i got this from one of my feme friends.
sorry to break your heart dear,
but still i'm here for you as a friend.
so don't cry, cheer up.

once there was this gurl. .
life for her is so simple and beautiful. .
but then. .
things change. .
she met this guy. .
out of nowhere. . .
now. . .
this guy put rainbows in sky
. .he even made her believe that. .
LOVE can change everything in this world..
well, he did. .
but when he left her. .
her life become disastrous. .
a calamity, she wan'st prepared of
and now
her life is painted with black and white. .
...
can anybody help her?
can anybody would like to listen at her?
can anybody lend her a shoulder to cry on?
can anybody hear her plead?
..
..
....
....
...
can you hear me?...sob

Big Dreams, Small Colds

Big dreams, small colds

In defiance of it all
The dream is big
The cold is small

In defiance of dem all
We conquer all big
And still dem sey we small

Soh fuck you cold sun
And fuck you cold breeze
Waan come mek man sneeze
Waan come mek man freeze

Yuh waan come cold up man bed
Waan come cold up man head
Mek we think bout you instead
BOW!
Gunshot to di cold
It nuh dead

It waan come slow down man progress
But yuh done know sey man bless
We mus pass dis bloodclaat test
Ah going give it to dem
like Jamaican best
Caw we use cold an light up all fire
We bun it and blaze it
And tek we energy higher

Still yuh waan come sen man dem negative freezes
We lock down we antidote
Like fi kill dem diseases
Caw right from start
Is jus fire in wi heart
Survival inna wi brain
And God a sustain

Soh we jus march out an greet you
Suit up
Wrap up
Strap up
And smiling
Wid di tings dem fi defeat you.

Soh fuck you cold sun
We already won

At the end of it all
We defy dem all
The dream is big, but the cold is small.

The Child's prayer

The Child's Prayer

Oh my son, who is on earth
Your presence is heaven
It gives life worth
Hallowed
be thy name
My life and my living
Will not put you to shame

Your kingdom comes
From what you create
Your will be done
You will make it great

Give me this day
Wisdom
from your head
As I work hard to make
Your daily bread

Forgive me my impatience
And the misery I do
As sometimes I channel
My frustrations on you

Lead me out of darkness
With the brightness of your smile
The glistening of your eyes
Gives me peace
For a while

You deliver the goodness
That turns evil away
You are my kingdom
In your name
I pray

You give me the power
The strength
And the glory
Forever and ever

Your father,
A man

Communication

Saying I love you is important, but not enough. Remember, love is a verb, an action word. Sometimes, passive because it happens to us, but also active, because we choose to do it."

A relationship is like a train. If one passes, then the next one will come. I'm sure and if you get off the train, you'll realize that everything is the same."

If you have to say you love me, it's because I need to know. If you want to say you love me, it's because you want me to know. But, saying that you love me is simply because you do. I love you, too!"

Feelings are like glass, they can be covered up, changed and even destroyed, but like glass feelings are better when they are made clear."

When I cannot sing my heart, I can only speak my mind."

The truth is like a broken glass, everyone has bits and pieces but no one has all of it!"

I might need you

One day when you feel like crying, call me, idont promise to make you laugh but ican cry with you...if one day you you want run away..., dont be afraid to call me, i dont promise to ask you to stop, but i'll run away with you...if one day you dont want listen to anyone...all me, i promse to be there for you... i promise to be very quiet..but if one day you call and there is no answer..come fast to see me...i might need you.

Lemme introduce someone to ya all

ok. this is one person whom i like the 2nd most in my class, when i was in college.

No names, i suppose.

I call her akka,

she is just cute.
Isn't she?

Just to give the effect of being behind the bars i took the picture like this but the camera fumbled at the last minute to revel the stairs Hand hold

Love N Courage

Love is the most difficult and dangerous form of courage. Courage is the most desperate, admirable and noble kind of love

Walk with me

Walk with me, the path of life,
to explore every bend of the road
Enjoy with me the beauty of life,
along its wonderful way

Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find strength with me, in each other's strength,
when despair lies in wait

Laugh with me, a single true laugh,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear,
to understand true happiness

Cherish with me, the wonders of life,
as they need to be preserved
Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,
of what is yet to be

Find peace with me, in each other's souls,
when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, in each other's hearts,
until this life has been fulfilled

And when the path comes to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of true love,
our love came from within

some truths

Some truths of life ýýý. Somewhere we all have experience this during our Tenure

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

Share this with anyone whom you believe has made a difference in your life!
"If you take your eyes off your goals, all you see is obstacles."

World Friendship

World Friendship is really fine
We gather together at half past nine
This is where we make new friends
That we would like to see again...
They come from countires far and wide
We share activites side by side.
Quilting, knitting, cooking crafts,
Just to name a few But when it is time to leave,
We have to say adieu, adios, Zaijon,
Auf Wiedersehen, goobye...
Khodahafex, Na skledanoy...
We'll carry the love in our hearts forever.
And there is nothing to divide us ever.


Join us ^_^ come on ...

Lets get Friends together, to try
to make a better & peacefull wo

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

My Sony Ericsson 2

Just watch this and say what are you seeing? a picture of a face or a is it the picture of a flower? One more marvel of mother nature..

The way i am

And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse
And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
all this tension dispensin these sentences
Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest
and I rest again peacefully (peacefully)...

I am Mr. Friendly, tho I can be a prick
if you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty)..
No patience is in me and if you offend me
I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air
I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you

One more sad song

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. She cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, alone with, alone with,
alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, my heart is torn for all to see,
alone with you, alone with...

Life is

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

From my heart

I just want to leave my past and start a new future. I just wanna leave all the memories of everything except some and move on as a new person in this life. But still i just can't. I don't wanna remember my college life though it was colorful, i don't wannt remember my shcool life though it was full of numerous adventures. Still i'm unable to forget any of these. What to do how to do nobody knows! may be, just may be this is what life is to me.

To except and achieve somethign in life is not pure joy. Now how if it happens unexpectedly, surprisingly. You gota face life like that and not as a planned one. May be planned life is safe. but the unplanned is full of fun, thrills and adventures. Atleast lets give a try for both and choose which we like

Blabers 1

"Life is too short...soo kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truely, and forgive quickly"


Once upon a time ~ Somethin happend 2 me ~ It was the sweetest thing that ever could be ~ It was a dream come true ~ It was the day i met you ~~


I'Ve lEaRnEd ThAt ThE pEoPlE YoU CaRe MoSt AbOuT In LiFe ArE TaKeN FrOm yOu ToO sOoN AnD AlL tHe LeSs ImPoRtAnT oNeS jUsT nEvEr Go AwAy. AnD tHe rEaL pAiNs In tHe aSs ArE PeRmAnEnT!!


ThErE cOmEs A pOiNt In YoUr LiFe WhEn YoU rEaLiZe WhO rEaLLy MaTTeRs, WhO nEvEr DiD, aNd WhO aLwAyS wiLL


Be more concerned about your character than your reputation. Because your character is who you are and your reputation is what others think of you."


If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine.....

The one for me

You're the one for me
You're perfect in every way
I light up when I see you,
You're like sunshine on a cloudy day

You're the one for me
I can't ask for anything more
You're everything I've dreamed of
Your world, I have to explore

You're the one for me,
I know you inside and out
I'll love you forever,
that I know without a doubt

You're the one for me
You should know that by now
Your love, I'll never take for granted
Anything you need, I'll allow

I love you with all of my heart,
With you I have to be
I'm sure that I'm the one for you,
and you're the one for me..

In Florida

you know what,
now lynda has moved down to florida.
and has got a new TV, WOw.

she is just afraid of the hurricanes, which just visits her every other day, or so she says.

Love Never Fails

Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.

Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

L o v e N e v e r F a i l s

A love song, may be.

I can't
even imagine
loving anyone
more than you.
(Not that I'm trying!)
Yes, we're separate people,
sometimes with different ways
of thinking or doing things,
but maybe that's why
we're such a good match.
I can't imagine wanting
to share a secret, a little dream,
or a silly laugh with anyone
as much as I do with you.
Your love is a home for my heart.
I admire your commitment
to what you believe is right,
respect your willingness to work hard,
appreciate your strength and kindness,
and love the fun we have together...
in public and private!
When you flash your smile
and give me "that look,"
my heart melts all over again.

I could never imagine anyone
I'm prouder to walk beside,
feel closer to,
or love as deeply
as I love you...
now and forever.

The Reason Why

Does a child need a reason
to laugh
Does a man need a reason
to love
Does a woman need a reason
to cry
Does a rose need a reason
to bloom
Does the sky need a reason
to rain
Does the sun need a reason
to shine
Does the earth need a reason
To rotate
Does a bird need a reason
to sing
Does everything in this world
need to be defined
Given an explanation
for being.
Life is what it is
it doesn't have a reason
and doesn't need a meaning.

My Sony Ericsson

I posted how proud i was to own the phone that many in my class had wanted.

I told ya all that i'll post pictures taken using it. But till now i haven't.

ok today i'll. This one which i post now is the first picture which i took with my cam. This a picture of my gang, i'll call these people only as my gang. They were truly my gang. and you can see two of my best friends sitting together in middle row.

It is not the middle row exactly. It appears to be the middle row

Playin COmputer Games

The news is out.
The research is complete and the paper has been published.
Playing computer games has health benefits, now no one can deny it.
Professor Mark Griffiths of Nottingham Trent University has published his article in British Medical Journal.

What he says:
"Computer games can aid children's health and do not deserve a wholly negative reputation."

Games help children with attention deficiet disorder to gain social skills, and its also a very useful way to deflect attention from physical pain for many yound children.

PS: That does not mean that playing games does not have any negative effects.

So fire up your consoles and game till you drop down.

A web site

I'm thinking of developing a website of my own. may be in the next few weeks. But stil i'ev got my UPSC IES exams comming up on June 11, 12 and 13th. Got to prepare for that too. Well lets hope everything goes fine.

U know my system blew up. so now i'm typing from a browsing center. Well now i'm writing story Life @ 10Kbps. If i ever finish it, it will be here.

Well nothing for now. Bye.

Back from Vacation

Kodaikanal was cool.

shot some nice pics with my T610. Will be developing them soon.

I'm Happy

You know what, Lynda replied today. I'm happy she is still my friend. The wonderful friendship is still going. I'm soo much relieved after seeing her mail in my inbox. Boy o Boy i'm so happy.

Hey Lynda

i don't know weather u'll look here or not still i post this message.

Please write to me.

The get together

last night i planned a get together for monday with some of my classmates. But now even before i got up today morning i could see some problems springing up regarding the get together. i don;t know how i'm gonna manage this one. Still i'm gonna go with it, and try to go with the idea till the last minute that is sunday evening. well lets hope everything goes well.

The new phone.

May be the order of some things may not be correct. still this is a record.

I've got a Sony Ericsson T610. the dream phone of my class. Still only i got it.

Well i bought it on April 26th night somewhere around 8:30pm.

was nice. Still trying to figure out how am i to use all its features.

Well i think most of you know about this phone. Well then i'll get to know more and then write about it.

This phone has got a camera. I shot pictures with it on the last day of college. Well sweet memories. Still saving money for buying the adapter to connect my phone to system to transfer the images from phone to system.

IIPM

Now i've decided to do an MBA if any company dosen't absorb me into their concern within the next 6 months. still, better start preparations for both. so i went to get the application and other things from IIPM which stands for Indian Institute of Planning and Management.

Was nice. The surroundings were good. still i don't wanna study in the chennai campus, better lemme go somewhere away from home and study.

it was nice going out for a whole day with some old friend.

I spent most of the time i mean the whole day along with christopher. just going rounds to all places in and around Egmore.

That's it

The last days of college

It took me this long to write again. It was difficult to get seperated from someone with u've been all these years.

It was fun, also it was sad.

After a Long Time

Sorry for not writing sooner than this.

Well you see my project has finally been finished and has been reviewed.

My project was titled Blood Cell Counter using Digital Image Processing. Though this was the first of its kind and a original idea, there wasn't much hype. But we were very much tortured.

Well past is past

Now my xams are near by. They start this month 28th and end on may 2nd. Actually those are dates of my xams. So see ya all soon later when i have something interesting to write.

WINDOWS XP SP2

did nothing special but hey there is something important.
I did 2 things today. You know what

First i downloaded 2 more songs today
Black eyed Peas - Shut up
Beyonce - Naughty Girl
Evanscence - Bring Me to Life ( OST - DareDevil)
though the last 2 were damaged i can still adjust it.

the second thing was the high risk involving matter.

I just installed WINDOWS_XP_SP2.

you may think what is so important about this. Actually the matter is i have a pirated version and SP2 will not get installed on any pirated versions.
that is were i'm.
I just merged windows XP setup and sp2 setup together as one thing and then started installing. Here i was faced with another challenge. Since the Product Key that i have is a pirated one, it didn't work. It took me another one hour to crack the code and get a working key for this one. After that i just did not what else would happen but everything went and my fears did not come to haunt me.
And that is why i'm typing here in the first place or else, i would be just sitting in front of my system and wondering what happened wrong and what am to do next.
Well i'd better go to sleep, before mom comes to shout.

MUSIC

Found some cool sites for downloading songs. Here are the links
www.coolgoose.com
www.mp3shits.com
you get songs of all languages in the first one, i mean in cool goose.com
in mp3shits you get all sorts of english songs.
I downloaded Enrique Iglesias - Not in Love and Black Eyed Peas - Lets Get it Started today

Project Day 1

I had gone for the first time to the lab to take pictures of the blood cells. All these 3 weeks only the others were going to take and were returning saying it is impossible to take photos.
Now as i'm a photography buff, i wanted to prove them what i'm capable of and just did that. I was able to capture the pictures just like that. That is why i'm called the professional photographer. Because, i learned Photography the hard way around, without a camera.
That might sound strange, yes i learned photography without a camera, without even handling a camera. That is why i'm considered the best among the best that is available in my campus.
Went to Arvind's house to repair his system. Got it ready for now in a few minutes just a system restore was required to satisfy them just for now. Then we went to Government hospital, Royapet, regarding our project. Then we met his sister who is a doctor there.
As usual after that i returened home. Now what else am i to do.

The Interview that was not a Interview

yeah Yeah, i attended the interview. It was not meant for us. He did not want any Engineering guys in there for his work. He was out there to reject everyone, still since i knew that we are gona be rejected i just gave him his nightmare, the perfect guy who you just can't reject on any grounds. I just did that and he was unable to give me a reson why he had rejected me.
Better Luck Next time.

Something had happened today in the morning in my class when i was in sutherland for interview. K.K had asked something from Viji. The things that i heard from her indicate that his approach was not good and it was almost like threatning. Now that is not a good guys behaviour to a lady. You wanna ask a information u should go to their place and ask them. And if it involves many persons all of them should know the happenings. Now even though it involved me k.k just went about and asked/threatned viji to spit out his required information.
Whatever it is, i'll have to go to class tomorrow and get to know what happened from others and then decide wether to get involved in this argument. Since she is my friend and this guy k.k is my project mate, i have to make my decisions carefully.

The Call

You know what.... Today at about 10 in the morning someone from Sutherland Technologies called me and fixed an appointment for interview. It's on Monday comming monday that is 28 Feb. wow all 3 of us have been called now i'm expecting something positive. Please Please let me get it. Let me hope for the best. I don't have anything to lose even if i'm gonna lose. But still winning is something special, I haven't tasted success in anything for a long time. Now let me taste success once now please.
I'm going to tast success on Monday. This is for sure. I bet all my hopes on this.

The Long last week

It's been a week since i wrote to you. I know. Still, ain't mean that i was busy, just i was lazy to switch on the system and type something. Now i just got bored and no sleep coming. so i thought i could fill in something what happened this week.
The first big event of this week was the results. Yes it finally arrived on Monday evening. Man i was happy to see my results. The same as i said. I cleared all papers. Tuesday i went to college in my ORANGE shirt. I know i should not do this when so many have not cleared their papers. But i had no other choice. I thought i could prove something or another to some body. Many find my behaviour changed. Everyone is afraid of me, or something like that. Hema was asking me pointing out my changes. Wednesday nothing special other than a revival of contact with one my long lost friends and my favorite school teacher. It was Krishna Kumar and Kavita mam. Got their contact numbers. Krishna called me and we talked over for some time. Thursday i went to college and gave Hema all my VCD's for her to see. Again she started asking questions and complaints on me. Save me from her on this. also got page3 written from Rahul.
Today, nothing special. Talked to sridevi for sometime, in the eveniing. Then now, i am serious, coz i'm gonna really make a movie on my story. And i really want to. So i'm gonna get the script ready. Actually i had switched on my system for that only. So, i'm off for my dream work. So Bye.

i got another Gmail Id

Note it down people.

It is
LoveKingIII@gmail.com

now what is this. or what am i to say.
still waiting for results.
Anna University says it is tomorrow. Lets hope everything goes fine.
Let the results come, and the the party follow.

The Long Saturday

Nah Every thing went just like it had to happen. The fate didn't leave me even this time. No outing today. Her mother called and asked to come home. Just as i was destined to None of my plannings should work. And it didn't work today. Yeah, whom am i to tell these.
Just slept the whole day. Doing practically nothing. Hey i did watch Stuart Little 2 once again today afternoon. Then went to NIIT, it was something different today. It was fun, got out for eating with my batchmates in NIIT. Wow what a eating we had. Just full of fun and laughter. Nothing else today.
Maybe, just maybe let something interesting happen tomorrow, and i'll be there surely to report everything to you. Just maybe, just maybe, i think i'll somehow make my plans work in the comming 2 or 3 days atleast one of my plans.

The Wait for Results gets extended

So what the hell is this Anna Unviersity thinking. They said the results will be out today now they are saying it will be only on 22nd. They are delaying the publishing of results for the past one month. Let them go to hell.
Today was teh first review which i didn't think was upto the mark. I don't think this kind of a review can be considered as good, from the management side. The students are good. Now these faculties. I just don't want to talk about this
Now why is this Viji doing such stupid things. How come certain things like these can be opened in public. Who the hell is she to interfere in those things. Now why is she always putting me in trouble. I just don't know how i'm going to solve these problems.
How long am i going to act like this with multiple personalities with these people. How long?????Why am i like this??? For whom am i here???
Well just throw these out of the mind and let me have some sound sleep, the big day is about to come. Well tomorrow, Sridevi please don't cancel out all those plannings. Let's hope for the best. Let us have some fun dear. Pure fun and nothing else. Lets enjoy a day without others, without worrying about the rest of the world, Only us and nobody else. One Me, U, and Satish. That's it. Lets rock baby, Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

The Day Before the First Review

Today even though yellaraiyum yemathinallum, still i don't feel guilty. I feel nice and happy. But there is some vaccum, which i don't know why? How long am i going to be there like this cheating others, acting like as though i don;t have any grudge against them. still i want to do this. Ladies and Gentlemen this is Anbarasan for u. or what else did u think.
Suddenly so suddenly when i thought no one would call this insignificant fellow, when i was just about to drown into sleep, my old school friend Arvind of rajkumar sulochana called me and said he was comming. It was long time since we met. We talked about old school days the way we used to fight for the food cooked by my mom, and all things. He told me about the documentary taken by Rohit and i told him my story which i'm going to make a film off.
Then in the evening i called up Arvindakshan my project mate. He asked me to come over to Archana's place. Now what shall i do go over there, or what. Still i went there, as it was concerned with my studies and that is why. Now tommorow is my First Review of my project and these guys didn't prepare anything, again they were at my feet. I'm the king and u can't move a inch without me at ur service. We all had to work together.
As for this Sridevi dilema she herself now suggested some places and said she would confirm saturday morning. WOW quiet a relief it is.
For my project what am i going to do? From where shall i find the answers. If, If others can find the materials and matter to start and go for 2 - 3 minutes then i can manage. I'll somehow explain and come up with something with which i can save some pride. I have to do it. I should not fail in front of that particular Faculty. Now matter what, Whatever it takes, I'm not gonna lose to this guy. Whatever the cost may be. I'll fight till the end. I'll try to repeat the 3rd semester duels where i'll be always wrong and my oppenents will always be right, still i'll win and then convince them that what they said was right and ask them to be confident about what they say.
akka met with an accident last night, nothing serious, she says no wounds she is normal. But hey take care. who is there for me other than you sis. Take good care of urself and come prepared for Review tomorrow.
well i've gone too long. Its time for me to go to bed. This Julie is unable to take the internet load. may be i'll have to find someother way to solve this problem. well let tomorrow be a bright, shiny and good day for all.

Tough Decisions

Today i had to make a few decisions, implement a few decisions, was hard but i did what i had too, or to say what i thought was right.
I just decided to break away from Archana and everyother one out there in that gang, other than Arvind. and i did that, i told her, that there will be no more contacts with her or others. Still it was hard from my part to do this. I don't know how she felt. She had pain or what, i don't know. But i know one thing for sure. She has many more important problems than this to concentrate, so she'll not find time now to worry, may be latter or may be not..
In the evening i called up indira just for the sake of talking to her, i asked her father's name. The funniest fact is that, i still don't remember her father's name.
I'm feeling a bit lite today. Don't know why. But there is this some unfound joy in me which i can't explain. i don't know what it is. whatever, now i'm worried about the next weeks college test and where shall i take Sridevi.
WHERE SHALL I TAKE HER? ANYBODY ANY SUGGESTIONS

When am i gonna wake up? When i'm gonna come into the real world?Who is the morpheus and trinity who are gonna wake this neo up?Well someday the answer will come.Someday, someday............

My New Gmail ID

you know what i've got a gmail id. Now what can i say. Its nice. wanna know what my gmail id is.nasarabna@gmail.com, Now everyone my gmail has arrived.

Called Sridevi. Well she confirmed the day off to be saturday. Now i have to decide where to take her. Now Where shall i take her.

This Julie (my system), is causing hell lot of problems, now things are settled, still have to connect to internet to check for its stability. Let me postpone it for 2 days. Let it stabilize for normal operation for now. Lets move slow and steady.

Valentine's Day

Well Well Well.

what can i say. Today is Valentine's Day. Love is in the air. That is what many say, but somebody can you say what it smells like. Please......

Today nothing special happened, Except certain things. I didn't have any expectations and so no disappoinments. Well then what the hell are those certain things.

I got to spend some quality good time with my sis(Jsri) alone, in college while doing project. and then in the restaurant and when she came with me in train. I still couldn't think what i wanted happened. I will remember this day forever in my life. I was happy. We were just talking all things that came to our minds.

Then I called my other sister Sridevi, talked with her, and made her to accept for a day out when she gets a day off from her training. Now when will she get her day off. She said may be thursday or saturday. Now i have to plan for it. Where am i to take her. I asked her out. She accepted. Now where shall i take her, first let the date of our outing be fixed then i shall plan.

My New Cell Number

I got a new connection for my mobile phone.
It's Airtel.
Note down my new number.
its +919840361461.
Bye

The Campus interview No2

So u know what today i attended my second campus interview. I know i haven't told u anything abt my first one. just leave it, lets. ok.

This was a company called Sutherland International, This is a BPO, I was there just for fun and didn;t think of getting selected until the time came for the results where i had topped already and was a likely candidate to be selected for the job. Though there are still 4 more rounds to go these results will help me to reach the job. That is what one of friends working in there told me, actually he leaked this to me.

Well what to do?
nothing it is boring.
nothing more for today. I'm very tired. I'm gonna go and have a nice sleep. Good Night.

SWEET KISSES

Do u know what kisses mean?

on the cheek : I miss u
on the hand : I'm urs
on the neck : I want u
on the lips : I love u
on the forehead : I care for u

WHY ME?

Everybody wants
sumone special
somene nice
sumone thoughtful
someone honest
sumone cute
someone perfect
sumone attractive

But why always ME?

The Final Semester

Those "Night Outs",
Those "Midnight Teas",
Those "Birthday Bumps",
"old torn jeans",
those "late night walks",
"long chats"..
"Pinches n slaps"..
"crushes on pals", &tat fight on ego..
"Getting kicked out of class"..
"struggle 4 marks"..
"ritting on desks"..
"fight with teachers"..
"tears 4 love"..
those "b grade movies"..
those "peal 4 placements"..
those "untold love"..
and....
just everything tats college life...
It will be a great final semester
always

Campus Interview

Boy o Boy o Boy

i'm gonna write a campus interview for the very first time in my life. Its exciting. It's for a company by the name Inautix. It's a software company. I hate software jobs and am afraid of it.

still let me give it a try. What u say? Lets just see what happens in a campus interview.

i know Curiosity kills the cat. still this cat is ready to take the risk.
I have only things to gain and nothing to lose in this risk. so why leave it.
well then off i go now for preparing for it.
Bye

Definition of Globalization

Definition of Globalization:

Princess Diana's Death

An English princess with
an Egyptian boyfriend crashed in
a French tunnel, driving
a German Car with
a Dutch Engine, driven by
a Belgian who was drunk
on Scottish whisky, followed
by Itallian Paparazzi,
on Japanese Motorcycles, treated by
an American Doctor, using
Brazillian Medicine. This message was created by
an Indian on
a Japanese phone smuggled
by Pakistani...

This is Globalization.

Kadal Konden

Today i say this film Kadal Konden for the first time. The hero was a bit like me, with the same feelings that i too have, still it was a nice film. But i couldn't take the climax. I just can't digest it. It was just like i couldn;t take it as that. But still it was nice the way the story was handled as far as india especially tamil people are concerned.

Nice movie try to see it if you people can.

DATAONE

Hey Dataone the cheapest broadband is here. It was launched at 11am today. My dad too gave permission to go for it. Now i have to register for it. Lets see when i'm gonna get it. Lord let me have it asap.

Happy Pongal

Hey yo all over there. A very happy pongal to all of you. Well its been a week since i made a post. Well nothing specially happened.

Yes i had a review the other day on Tuesday. Actually it was schedueled for monday, but 'coz of laziness of our HOD it was post ponned to tuesday. Well i had decided that i'm doing my Project in Digital Image Processing and what we are going to do is, we are going to count the number of blood cells both RBC's and WBC's and give the count using Digital Image Processing technique.

Well how is that.

Now i'm in a self imposed exile, not talking to anyone.

I'm happy with the life which i'm living with only my those friends who are still there with me. Only those people really know my location others know it as though i'm in some other place which i have told them.

I may be confusing at times but still i'll be clear. Can't understand it hanh. That is what i said as confusing.

Ok i'll stop that.

Well what else happened, Yes something else also happened on Tuesday Evening.

I was called to NIIT and was issued a warning. Either finish your sem2 exams before this sunday or i'll terminate your batch (actually i'm the leader of my batch and that is why i was called and warned and not others in my batch). Now what am i to do?

Concentrate on mY projects or on to this NIIT exams.
What am i gonna do?
let me take care one by one. so i'm gonna see to it that i'm going to finish this exam on sunday and start studying for the project from monday, that's it problem solved.
See how this genius solved this problem.

Ok i think i've gone too long for today. Ok see you then Bye.
Bye

Happy Birthday LS

Today is LS's birthday.

Happy Birthday LS.

I just called her up to her project place to wish her. I can't call to her house you see, that's why. I just didn't think she would just skip project work that afternoon and come to college that afternoon. I didn't get any present for her.

She came in and gave me a chocolate. I didn't have anything to give to her, and any way i know she will not take any gifts from me. i gave her some cash to buy for her something, she just rejected. She just took the gifts from everyone around me except from me.

Why LS? why are u doing this to me? WHY?

i just can't take it anymore. Please come back to me. Please.

Again a LOSER

so again i'm the only one who has to adjust with all the things. It's just to frustrating to be always asked to do the things. Why, should i not have dreams, should not do anything on my own. Should i not have any kind of induviduality at all.

Now i'll have to changing the project. The Zeroth Review is just round the corner coming monday the 10th. Now what am i to do. I'm stuck here without a project, a title to do something. What am i going to do. With the so called losers in my team, what am i going to do. How am i going to win?

At last in the evening one of my faculties in college came up with a idea of doing in Image Processing which none was doing, Though it's tough to my standards I'm accepting it. There are two reasons, With this atleast i can take some pride of doing a difficult project and second reason,do i have any other choices.

Well here begins my journey into Digital Image Processing. What am i gonna do in Digital Image Processing God Only Knows.

What Change of projects

Today it was hell in college. In the final sem we need to do projects with what we have studied for the past 3 1/2 years. Now i was the first to start the project, register it. but now they say still 3 other batches are doing projects the same project as mine. And are suggesting me to change the project. Man i'm at the verge of finishing the project. What am i to do. wait i can solve this. Let me find a solution tomorrow.

Happy New Year.

Just up to wish you all a happy new year.

Wish this new year rocks.

Wish you all a happy and prosperous new year