Happy ending

every fairy tales story, starts with ONCE UPON A TIME and end up with THEY
LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. . .

hmmm. . .so wHat would bE mAh HAppY endinG?!

iTs bEen a 2 YeaRs since the ONCE UPON TIME
started in my life. . (Aug 102003)

it was surprising how that love appears over the horizon. it is like every
princess found her prince. just like the song of alladin to jAsmine. .A
WHOLE NEW WORLD. .dashlinG plAcE i'vE evEr known. . .

buT thEre are somethingS that are not reaLLy meant to Be. .

somethinGs thAT it iS better to be remmembEred than to be kEpt. . .

thE pasT which is hunting US is the reason. .why we cAnnot even cuRe our oWn
fears IN LIFE. .

no words left for us but TELL ME WHERE IT HURTS MY BABY. .

and Just likE the sonG of HALE. .the DAY you SAid gOOdnight. .it made me
ReaLize that AvriL LAvigne is riGHt. .so muCH for my HAPPY ENDING. . . .

there are no rewiNd in this world. .So wE hAvE to plAY it riGHT. . .

my story is not like those fairy tales. . .it never end up with "they live
happily together". .but Then. .heAR me pleAse. .i end it up with I LOVE YOU,
GOODBYE. . aNd for me that is my HAppY enDinG.

You'r eeverything

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose... you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now.

Cause you're all I want,
You're all I need.
You're everything, everything..

You're my angel

I know, im not the one you are thinking of,
coz I am your past, and im gone.
So what now? 'Coz I know this will be very hard,
to go back in time... press rewind.

'Coz you don't know what I really feel,
you don't know what I really mean,
you don't know my... you don't know my name and the pain...

You're my angel, in my own heaven, Life is a miracle.
It's so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

I know, i'm not the one you're dreaming of,
and i'll be home soon for you.
So help me, to swallow this bitter pill,
so I can fade away.

'Coz you don't know what I really feel,
you don't know what I really mean,
you don't know my... you don't know my name and the pain...

You're my angel, in my own heaven, Life is a miracle.
It's so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

Life to me is very real, a miracle that I can feel.
Everytime I try to sleep, I dream of you and it feels so real.
Everytime I try to breathe, i suffocate and I start to bleed.
All of these because of you.

I know you don�t need me anymore
And I die for you

'Coz you don't know what I really feel,
you don't know what I really mean,
you don't know my... you don't know my name and the pain...

You're my angel, in my own heaven, Life is a miracle.
It's so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

can you hear me

i got this from one of my feme friends.
sorry to break your heart dear,
but still i'm here for you as a friend.
so don't cry, cheer up.

once there was this gurl. .
life for her is so simple and beautiful. .
but then. .
things change. .
she met this guy. .
out of nowhere. . .
now. . .
this guy put rainbows in sky
. .he even made her believe that. .
LOVE can change everything in this world..
well, he did. .
but when he left her. .
her life become disastrous. .
a calamity, she wan'st prepared of
and now
her life is painted with black and white. .
...
can anybody help her?
can anybody would like to listen at her?
can anybody lend her a shoulder to cry on?
can anybody hear her plead?
..
..
....
....
...
can you hear me?...sob

Big Dreams, Small Colds

Big dreams, small colds

In defiance of it all
The dream is big
The cold is small

In defiance of dem all
We conquer all big
And still dem sey we small

Soh fuck you cold sun
And fuck you cold breeze
Waan come mek man sneeze
Waan come mek man freeze

Yuh waan come cold up man bed
Waan come cold up man head
Mek we think bout you instead
BOW!
Gunshot to di cold
It nuh dead

It waan come slow down man progress
But yuh done know sey man bless
We mus pass dis bloodclaat test
Ah going give it to dem
like Jamaican best
Caw we use cold an light up all fire
We bun it and blaze it
And tek we energy higher

Still yuh waan come sen man dem negative freezes
We lock down we antidote
Like fi kill dem diseases
Caw right from start
Is jus fire in wi heart
Survival inna wi brain
And God a sustain

Soh we jus march out an greet you
Suit up
Wrap up
Strap up
And smiling
Wid di tings dem fi defeat you.

Soh fuck you cold sun
We already won

At the end of it all
We defy dem all
The dream is big, but the cold is small.

The Child's prayer

The Child's Prayer

Oh my son, who is on earth
Your presence is heaven
It gives life worth
Hallowed
be thy name
My life and my living
Will not put you to shame

Your kingdom comes
From what you create
Your will be done
You will make it great

Give me this day
Wisdom
from your head
As I work hard to make
Your daily bread

Forgive me my impatience
And the misery I do
As sometimes I channel
My frustrations on you

Lead me out of darkness
With the brightness of your smile
The glistening of your eyes
Gives me peace
For a while

You deliver the goodness
That turns evil away
You are my kingdom
In your name
I pray

You give me the power
The strength
And the glory
Forever and ever

Your father,
A man

Communication

Saying I love you is important, but not enough. Remember, love is a verb, an action word. Sometimes, passive because it happens to us, but also active, because we choose to do it."

A relationship is like a train. If one passes, then the next one will come. I'm sure and if you get off the train, you'll realize that everything is the same."

If you have to say you love me, it's because I need to know. If you want to say you love me, it's because you want me to know. But, saying that you love me is simply because you do. I love you, too!"

Feelings are like glass, they can be covered up, changed and even destroyed, but like glass feelings are better when they are made clear."

When I cannot sing my heart, I can only speak my mind."

The truth is like a broken glass, everyone has bits and pieces but no one has all of it!"

I might need you

One day when you feel like crying, call me, idont promise to make you laugh but ican cry with you...if one day you you want run away..., dont be afraid to call me, i dont promise to ask you to stop, but i'll run away with you...if one day you dont want listen to anyone...all me, i promse to be there for you... i promise to be very quiet..but if one day you call and there is no answer..come fast to see me...i might need you.

Lemme introduce someone to ya all

ok. this is one person whom i like the 2nd most in my class, when i was in college.

No names, i suppose.

I call her akka,

she is just cute.
Isn't she?

Just to give the effect of being behind the bars i took the picture like this but the camera fumbled at the last minute to revel the stairs Hand hold

Love N Courage

Love is the most difficult and dangerous form of courage. Courage is the most desperate, admirable and noble kind of love

Walk with me

Walk with me, the path of life,
to explore every bend of the road
Enjoy with me the beauty of life,
along its wonderful way

Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find strength with me, in each other's strength,
when despair lies in wait

Laugh with me, a single true laugh,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear,
to understand true happiness

Cherish with me, the wonders of life,
as they need to be preserved
Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,
of what is yet to be

Find peace with me, in each other's souls,
when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, in each other's hearts,
until this life has been fulfilled

And when the path comes to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of true love,
our love came from within

some truths

Some truths of life ýýý. Somewhere we all have experience this during our Tenure

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

Share this with anyone whom you believe has made a difference in your life!
"If you take your eyes off your goals, all you see is obstacles."

World Friendship

World Friendship is really fine
We gather together at half past nine
This is where we make new friends
That we would like to see again...
They come from countires far and wide
We share activites side by side.
Quilting, knitting, cooking crafts,
Just to name a few But when it is time to leave,
We have to say adieu, adios, Zaijon,
Auf Wiedersehen, goobye...
Khodahafex, Na skledanoy...
We'll carry the love in our hearts forever.
And there is nothing to divide us ever.


Join us ^_^ come on ...

Lets get Friends together, to try
to make a better & peacefull wo

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

My Sony Ericsson 2

Just watch this and say what are you seeing? a picture of a face or a is it the picture of a flower? One more marvel of mother nature..

The way i am

And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse
And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
all this tension dispensin these sentences
Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest
and I rest again peacefully (peacefully)...

I am Mr. Friendly, tho I can be a prick
if you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty)..
No patience is in me and if you offend me
I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air
I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you

One more sad song

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. She cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I cannot breathe
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, alone with, alone with,
alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?
I cannot breathe, my heart is torn for all to see,
alone with you, alone with...

Life is

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

From my heart

I just want to leave my past and start a new future. I just wanna leave all the memories of everything except some and move on as a new person in this life. But still i just can't. I don't wanna remember my college life though it was colorful, i don't wannt remember my shcool life though it was full of numerous adventures. Still i'm unable to forget any of these. What to do how to do nobody knows! may be, just may be this is what life is to me.

To except and achieve somethign in life is not pure joy. Now how if it happens unexpectedly, surprisingly. You gota face life like that and not as a planned one. May be planned life is safe. but the unplanned is full of fun, thrills and adventures. Atleast lets give a try for both and choose which we like

Blabers 1

"Life is too short...soo kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truely, and forgive quickly"


Once upon a time ~ Somethin happend 2 me ~ It was the sweetest thing that ever could be ~ It was a dream come true ~ It was the day i met you ~~


I'Ve lEaRnEd ThAt ThE pEoPlE YoU CaRe MoSt AbOuT In LiFe ArE TaKeN FrOm yOu ToO sOoN AnD AlL tHe LeSs ImPoRtAnT oNeS jUsT nEvEr Go AwAy. AnD tHe rEaL pAiNs In tHe aSs ArE PeRmAnEnT!!


ThErE cOmEs A pOiNt In YoUr LiFe WhEn YoU rEaLiZe WhO rEaLLy MaTTeRs, WhO nEvEr DiD, aNd WhO aLwAyS wiLL


Be more concerned about your character than your reputation. Because your character is who you are and your reputation is what others think of you."


If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine.....

The one for me

You're the one for me
You're perfect in every way
I light up when I see you,
You're like sunshine on a cloudy day

You're the one for me
I can't ask for anything more
You're everything I've dreamed of
Your world, I have to explore

You're the one for me,
I know you inside and out
I'll love you forever,
that I know without a doubt

You're the one for me
You should know that by now
Your love, I'll never take for granted
Anything you need, I'll allow

I love you with all of my heart,
With you I have to be
I'm sure that I'm the one for you,
and you're the one for me..

In Florida

you know what,
now lynda has moved down to florida.
and has got a new TV, WOw.

she is just afraid of the hurricanes, which just visits her every other day, or so she says.

Love Never Fails

Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.

Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

L o v e N e v e r F a i l s

A love song, may be.

I can't
even imagine
loving anyone
more than you.
(Not that I'm trying!)
Yes, we're separate people,
sometimes with different ways
of thinking or doing things,
but maybe that's why
we're such a good match.
I can't imagine wanting
to share a secret, a little dream,
or a silly laugh with anyone
as much as I do with you.
Your love is a home for my heart.
I admire your commitment
to what you believe is right,
respect your willingness to work hard,
appreciate your strength and kindness,
and love the fun we have together...
in public and private!
When you flash your smile
and give me "that look,"
my heart melts all over again.

I could never imagine anyone
I'm prouder to walk beside,
feel closer to,
or love as deeply
as I love you...
now and forever.

The Reason Why

Does a child need a reason
to laugh
Does a man need a reason
to love
Does a woman need a reason
to cry
Does a rose need a reason
to bloom
Does the sky need a reason
to rain
Does the sun need a reason
to shine
Does the earth need a reason
To rotate
Does a bird need a reason
to sing
Does everything in this world
need to be defined
Given an explanation
for being.
Life is what it is
it doesn't have a reason
and doesn't need a meaning.

My Sony Ericsson

I posted how proud i was to own the phone that many in my class had wanted.

I told ya all that i'll post pictures taken using it. But till now i haven't.

ok today i'll. This one which i post now is the first picture which i took with my cam. This a picture of my gang, i'll call these people only as my gang. They were truly my gang. and you can see two of my best friends sitting together in middle row.

It is not the middle row exactly. It appears to be the middle row

Playin COmputer Games

The news is out.
The research is complete and the paper has been published.
Playing computer games has health benefits, now no one can deny it.
Professor Mark Griffiths of Nottingham Trent University has published his article in British Medical Journal.

What he says:
"Computer games can aid children's health and do not deserve a wholly negative reputation."

Games help children with attention deficiet disorder to gain social skills, and its also a very useful way to deflect attention from physical pain for many yound children.

PS: That does not mean that playing games does not have any negative effects.

So fire up your consoles and game till you drop down.